A Duhhhhh......

"Why can't I see past tomorrow?"

That was me yesterday. Seriously.

Life just kicked me in the sac again to make it clear why I'm constantly so frigged.

And you sort of just have to laugh.

I was just telling someone the other night how things have been getting better and better at work in a lot of ways. That I was finally seeing the past five years of around the clock busting my ass start to pay off. With each improvement came a variety of new problems, but the groundwork I had laid allowed me to deal with these problems just about every time without really hurting the company. We've had things happen in the past year which would have been big blows against us in the past but instead have been things we can just work through. I did that. I'm sort of proud of the fact.

The future of this company was also slowly falling into place. Decisions were being made, years of dissent were finally turning into compromise. I was pretty pleased with the way things were going. Even as recently as last night my father and I were working our way through things. And then this afternoon it sort of all blew up. Things we were in agreement on 24 hours ago were now being ignored like they never happened. It was quite infuriating.

So now in the midst of trying to rebuild so much else I add yet another challenge.

Here's the thing.

I know I'm up for it.

I know I'm going to be ok.