Of Fire

"Well we can't all be good people."

"Nope, so why even try?"

So as it turns out (and I suppose I knew this) my father's good mood was in part to try and distract me from something else. You know, a little of the old razzle dazzle. I didn't fall for it of course, but I did still enjoy my father being almost decent for once.

Pretty much everything was closed yesterday because of the weather. Apparently people have forgotten we live in New Jersey and it does snow here now and again. So it really wasn't all that long of a day even though it felt like it.


"So what did you do last night?"


"Drank too much, hooked up with a stripper. You know, the usual. What about you?"


"Uh...worked late, went home and fell asleep watching TV."


"So the usual?"

"Yeah...fuck you."

I haven't been doing all that great in the last day or two with the diet. Yesterday I only ate once, but it wasn't anything good and I probably exceeded my daily caloric intake in that one meal. Day before wasn't as bad, but I still went over my calorie line by a lot. Today I've had over 900 calories having skipped one meal. I had 300 calories from two servings of milk, probably about 300 calories from a hot chocolate, just under 100 or so from breakfast and another 270 from dinner So while I'm not quite at a thousand I'm close only having two meals. I'm not all that hungry right now, but I certainly will be later. And we're going to the movies shortly where I think I'm going to have some popcorn...even though I probably shouldn't. So mark today down as being over again even though it's close. I did get my exercise in last night, but I haven't gotten any in yet today. So figure me for at least two miles tonight plus some light lifting. Going to have to see how I feel.

So considering the wrapping on this entry was all pretty crude...this was a sort of bland entry in the end. Ain't that something?


"I'd put it somewhere between sticking your dick in a meat grinder and finger banging an electric toaster."


"Shit. That bad huh?"


"Yeah, so I guess it's a good thing you asked before you screwed her."

"Ha, yeah, before...right."