Knights

"Your momma wears a hat."

"No kid, that's not how it works. It's gotta be two parts and funny. You know, like Your momma is so fat she sweats crisco or something like that. Get it?"

"Ok. Yeah. How 'bout Your momma wears a hat...that's purple!"

"Nevermind. Just nevermind."

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"You don't know. I could be a terrorist. I have really good ideas. Well not good ideas really, bad ideas that are well thought out. You know?"

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You can definitely tell they're my siblings when they open their mouths. So last night we ended up having dinner at The Cheesecake Factory just me Lila and Danny. It was cool. They get a little out of hand, but it's at least 99.9% my fault most of the time. So you know, all's well that end well. It was really the only time I ate yesterday, but I ate entirely too much and just couldn't hit the treadmill by the time I got home. I would have hurled. So I hit the treadmill again this morning, had my breakfast bar and some fresh fruit and am feeling pretty fine. I don't know exactly how this is working but I got my scale on Thursday. Between Thursday and Saturday I lost 6 lbs. Between yesterday and this morning I lost 4lbs. So 10 lbs. in two days sounds like a lot for a normal person, but for me it could just be my normal weight fluctuation. We'll have to see.

I'm bummed as hell that the weather is bad today because complicates this afternoon's Antioch plans. I'm bummed as hell that I haven't seen the guys in awhile and it doesn't look like that's going to change anytime soon. I bummed as hell that I haven't been scratching around my old haunts in months but that's just sort of the way it has to be right now. So in general I'm bummed as hell. And it ain't really bothering me all that much. So good for me. Or whatever.

I don't know.

I just don't know.