Darkness

Nope. No way. Not going to happen. If you happened to read the entry that was posted here as a goodbye for the last fifteen minutes I sincerely apologize. There is no chance I'm going out like that. No chance at all.

I'm shutting this thing down. Been coming for awhile. Not saying I won't be back, I know better than to start predicting the future again. But for now this is all I've got. I'm drained.

Tonight's the night a whole lot of shit ends. I don't reckon I'll be better for it when it's over either. In fact I'll probably be a fucking mess.

I don't do well when the days get shorter, don't do well in all that night. I don't do well when I'm alone anymore and I don't like not knowing what's going to happen next. So why, you may ask, am I doing all of this now?

A good question. A good question that I'm not going to answer. Not right now anyways.

I'm not going to pretend this is the start of something new and brilliant, that this is the big change that will finally set me right. This is just the end of some shit. So on to whatever happens next.

So hey, thanks for reading.

Really.

I know it's been weird.

But it's been grand.

It's been fun.

Now it's done.

See you in the real world.

Travel well friends.

With love & respect...